sometimes all i wish for is to not be judged.. if i was brave enough i would go on facebook and put a status that says, “I AM GAY I AM IN LOVE AND I AM HAPPY” then i wouldn’t have phone calls from aunts asking if i have a boyfriend, then i would have people that are friends with me know who i really am, and hopefully i would finally be fine with myself. i wouldn’t be hiding anything from anyone. i wouldn’t be crying in my bedroom some days telling myself that i should not tell my mom about my beautiful, smart, and loving girlfriend. i would be free. free from the prison that i am keeping myself locked up in! i would be finally able to tell people that i really do have a great life and that i enjoy every minute of it… everything would change if i was just able to not be judged and have a life that i have always wanted. which is to be able to share with people what i am doing with the only life that i will be living.